Wow, I can't beleive it's been one year since I updated this.

And guess what!! It relates to my old RP problem! [link]

LOLz

Anyway let me just start by saying I didn't fully leave Blackstone like I promised I would, and even though I had ever right and venomous reason too, I forgave them. not 100% but enough to stick by them when some shit hit the fan recently...

Why would I stick by people like that I hear you cry?

What I was told by a few camps struck me as odd and out of place, even for these guys it was unusually heavy handed and elitest, and that's coming from me. Those who know what I'm referring to know what I'm referring to blah de blah.

However, since then Blackstone Roleplay and population has dropped faster then a whore's panties to a wad of 100 dollar bills.

This saddens me beleive it or not, as things were mellowing out for me for a while.

On the typical side I feel like someone's playing OOC politics with me again! Woo! Just what I always wanted...

Fuckers...

It's not the usual suspects this time but a new bunch, who despite the dwindling numbers felt they had to push me out of the picture with one of my longest running plots.

I swear Pyris is jynxed, I seriously do. Ok, so recently what little reputation I'd built back up was squandered of a bout of really stupid metagaming and ego masturbation as well as breaking my own damn plots to try and create tension, this was a bad idea and one I was going to retcon in some manner. (Haha it was all a joke, that plot device does bugger all I was mearly mindfucking with you.) However the plot device got 'stolen' Fair enough, sends the Roleplay in a new direction, that's what roleplay is for... however!!! Here comes the part where I start getting suspicious of foul play. I'm told that the 'theif' has asked OOCly that I am not to know the owner of the plot device as it stands...

Ok, what the hell? Does this person know what the device did besides the obvious pointed out bits? Does this person know the strengths and weaknesses of the device? How the hell am I supposed to advise and continue the plot when I don't know who has the fucking dagger? What are they afraid I was going to cheat and send an alt army after them? (Something that admittedly I'd been close to nearly doing but even so.) Or know who had the dagger by some strange detection means? (Not actually implausable considering the nature of the dagger/plot.) Regaurdless of what action I was going to take, it was my damn creation (Waah waah he's playing with my toys and won't give em back, waah.) And therefore I should NOT have been taken out of the loop like that.

So I killed off my character's magical ability, thus rendering any curse/enchantment dispelled. (Common plot device, kill the mage, break the spell.) Yeah I took my goddamn ball home, don't play fair with me, and I stop playing fair with you.

Anyway, this effected me quite a bit, what else was being kept from me?

I had to stop playing Pyris bacause I was jumping at shadows and thinking the worst of one of my long time roleplaying friends, I felt they were keeping stuff from me, even after I said I'd be cool with whatever, I'd just like to know so I know where I stand.

Meh.

Anyway, back to my point. Blackstone's dying and I don't want this to be so... despite my problems over the years, despite my issues with people, there are still more cool people I wanna play with then annoying assholes who wanna ruin my fun.

Oh and I got my ticket for Confuzzled 2008